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[levertovfan]

These last two days I've been feeling socially and personally inept. There was a party last night and I was pretty quiet-- although probably no more than usual. I plan to go to the non-profit fair career on Wednesday if there are organizations there with job openings that I'm interested in, but, gah!, I dread the whole making small talk and selling myself thing.

I'm writing a paper on a place that is sacred to me for my religion class. Each time I work on it, it leaves me feeling tired out and melancholy. Nostalgia, and intense concentration, and thinking about people you've known who have died, will do that.